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I woke up today and didn’t even know what time was . I just got dressed for work and was about to leave. Then I realized I was still in the nite. I think I am so lost.

My brother’s death has taken a toll on me. That was the last person in the world that I know cared about me. Now I’m all alone. I can’t stop myself from crying or thinking about why not me .

A long time ago I used to think what it would be to kill yourself and just get out of this misery but now I’m living in agony cuz my brother is gone and I can’t take it anymore I’ve held everything in for last 3 weeks because I got to still be there for…

My brother passed away a few days ago. He went into a seizure and fell and hit his head. He bleed 🩸 all over house. He refused help when the landlord called an ambulance. Wouldn’t even open the door. No one bothered to call the family or check up on him until 2 days later.…

My brother just died today it’s just another reason why I can’t be on here again as soon as I feel better I will repost something but right now I can’t do it

Happy New Year

Christmas is a sad time of the year for me. I lost my mother during Christmas time. I don’t really celebrate it anymore. It just makes me sad and unhappy and uneasy. I really miss my mom so much.